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I want to go on a real date. Where the plans are already made by the significant other. He wouldn’t ask me “what do you want to do?” or “where do you want to go?”. He’d put in effort and actually plan out our day together. I don’t expect to even do much or for it to be anything special. Over all, if he makes time for me, I’d make memories with him. Even if it’s simply going to the movies. Or going to the beach and taking a walk. I really don’t mind. We’d have a real conversation. About anything and everything. I don’t think a date is specifically about where we go or what we do. It’s taking the time out to get to know someone.. but memorably. Differently. Sincerely. I guess all I really want is to get to genuinely learn about someone. It’s embarrassing, yes, but I’ve never been on a real date. I’d like to try it one day (:
I end up drifting away from many people. Some people even go against me, and end up hating me. But I gain new friends, and the ones who are still with me now are considered my real friends. The ones who are still there for you while others leave you, are the ones you can trust and rely on. Losing friends to me, is a way I can tell if their my real friends or not. You lose some, you gain the better.
No matter what, always believe in yourself. Any doubts must be put out of your mind. If you find yourself thinking something negative, figure out who it was who put that thought in your head. Then acknowledge that it’s not your thought, push it out of your mind, and say, “I’m awesome!”
Where you just sit there and wonder about everything that ever happened. The good and the bad. You’re having flash backs about the people that meant so much to you. You wonder about the things they’ve ever said and done. It feels so good, and hurts so bad all at once.
Sometimes people they can talk something which could hurt other people. So, we must know how to control our words. Every words have got the right place.


